Chapter 20 Not Suffering from Few, but Suffering f

　　Bathroom Xu Le did not really decorate much better, only a simple washbasin plus a squatting pit, even the shower nozzle are not, the second floor, not to mention the bed, the original even a straw mattress is not placed, just purely used as a small warehouse to use, because at the beginning of Xu Le every day is to go home. 　　Even if there is a pair of in-laws at home who look down on him. 　　Even if there is a sister-in-law at home who is bossing him around. 　　Even if there was a wife at home who didn't sleep with him. 　　But Xu Le will still be busy every day after the bookstore is not a lot of things at night close the store door leisurely home. 　　This is the life. 　　It's not dignified. 　　It's not a comfortable life. 　　But he's happy with it. 　　He's a coward, he's a wimp, he's got no heart. 　　Because he is Xu Le, he is not a big name in history once left a name, so people think he does not matter; 　　If you put on the identity of an ancient character, you will feel that Xu Le's life is a great wisdom, adding too much flavor for nothing. 　　Zhou Ze can not experience the taste of Xu Le, he grew up since the orphanage, the heart of the inferiority complex, although it will not show, but it is always there, so he is sensitive to his desperation, in the study of the work in their own lives, are so, has always insisted on doing the best of the best. 　　Only, right now, looking at the mirror this wet face, Zhou Ze heart appeared a touch of pity. 　　Pity for Xu Le, but also pity for himself. 　　Everyone, there is a cage where they are, it's just that the cage style and size is different, but there is always a cage. 　　Zhou Ze does not want to be a ghost king, also did not have the luxury of relying on their own special power in the world, on the one hand, he is clear that if he is too high-profile estimates will happen immediately bad things, on the other hand, is the last life has been very tired, this life want to change a way to live. 　　No matter what, he wanted to live, with this body, continue to live. 　　Spreading out his palms and placing them in front of himself, his fingernails had long since faded, and he did not see the slightest abnormality. 　　Zhou Ze smiled. 　　Forget it. 　　Maybe he deserved it. 　　Taking a towel to wipe his face, and wiped his hands, Zhou Ze out of the bathroom, only to come out again, the original face of the tangled, has disappeared, and become a little free. 　　The little loli was still sitting on the plastic bench intently looking at her illustration book. 　　"Uncle, Rui Rui is thirsty." 　　The little loli shouted to Zhou Ze. 　　It was like a pet that was pampering its owner. 　　Zhou Ze nodded, took a paper cup and poured a cup of water, hot and cold evenly, and sent it to the little loli. 　　The little loli took the cup of water and took a sip, the corners of her mouth smiling out of the crescent moon. 　　Zhou Ze simply sat down on the tiles, reached out and rubbed the little loli's head, greatly, without the slightest precaution. 　　Time, slowly passing. 　　Little Lori continued to look at the book. 　　Zhou Ze continues to lie next to 　　A big one and a small one. 　　The two of them are getting along very well. 　　Little Lori will see their own interesting stories to Zhou Ze in front of him to share, Zhou Ze also made a response, to tell her some of the depths of the fable reason or other small stories. 　　There was no telling how long it had been before the red sedan drove by again. 　　The girl's mother pushed open the door, expressed thanks to Zhou Ze, what kind of hair she came, and now still what kind of hair, Zhou Ze corner of the mouth sketched an arc, really want to suggest that this woman to go to find that barber store to ask for a statement, do not bring this kind of fooling people. 　　Of course, if you really want to say that, the woman can't help but blame you for being nosy. 　　The little loli bent down and said thank you to Zhou Ze, then followed her mother and left. 　　From the beginning to the end, the little loli did not look back at herself. 　　Gone, just gone. 　　Zhou Ze walked over to the counter and picked up the gift box that the woman had given him at the beginning, only to realize that there was actually a stack of banknotes inside, three thousand dollars. 　　Not bad at all. 　　Zhou Ze didn't think of returning it. 　　He was short of money, so let's take it and use it first. 　　Zhou Ze felt that he had figured it out, just like a cultivator who suddenly had a clear mind; 　　But he also felt that he was breaking the pot, no matter what the wind and rain, I will be in style. 　　It was just that no matter what, at least he was much more relaxed now. 　　Zhou Ze casually picked up a book with a very large cover page from the bookshelf, this is a famous calligraphy post appreciation, belonging to the purely unsellable goods, also do not know if Xu Le's brain was originally crushed back and forth by the big iron door countless times, even this kind of book is into. 　　I'm not sure if Xu Le's brain was crushed by the big iron gate countless times. 　　On this page, there were four words, "It's hard to be confused". 　　"Tsk." 　　Zhou Ze smacked his lips. 　　Interesting. 　　Looking at the time, he realized that it was almost evening, thinking that he had asked Dr. Lin to go to the movies with him in the evening, Zhou Ze planned to go to dinner first. 　　Walking next door, Zhou Ze froze for a moment and saw Xu Qinglang sitting on her knees on the floor. 　　Xu Qinglang's eyes were red, and there were so many bottles of wine placed around him, and at this time, he was holding a bottle of wine in his hand and continued to drink. 　　"It's not fair ...... It's not fair ......" 　　Xu Qinglang muttered, even if Zhou Ze had walked into the store, it was as if he hadn't even noticed. 　　"Hello?" Zhou Ze reached out and patted Xu Qinglang's shoulder, "Are you alright?" 　　He wanted to remind Xu Qinglang that for other men getting drunk was just a possibility of getting a money stolen, but if he, Xu Qinglang, got drunk and ran out of the store, it wouldn't be as simple as just losing money. 　　Even, if he were to lie on the road late at night with a ladyboy, Xu Qinglang would probably be violated more times than even that ladyboy, right? 　　Xu Qinglang's body trembled for a moment, slowly raised her head, pear blossom with rain, I see pity, hand pinched the orchid, pointed at Zhou Ze, despondently said: 　　"Today, is my parents' memorial day." 　　Zhou Ze was silent for a while and said, "Condolences." 　　After waiting for a while. 　　Xu Qinglang continued to drink. 　　Zhou Ze could only remind, "Tonight, no cooking?" 　　"Do! Cook!" 　　Xu Qinglang stood up shakily, that willow waist, graceful, exceptionally provocative, especially that kind of shaky posture, itching for people to go up and directly assist him, sniffing the scent of his body. 　　"It's possible to not force it?" 　　Zhou Ze said this on his lips, but he still sat down on the chair and prepared to eat. 　　It wasn't easy for him to have a meal, so he didn't want to go looking for a second one. 　　Xu Qinglang waved his hand and walked into the inner room and 　　Soon. 　　The sound of the stove firing came from inside, Xu Qinglang was frying vegetables. 　　Zhou Ze took out his cell phone and saw that Dr. Lin had just sent him a message saying that she would be coming to pick him up soon. 　　Zhou Ze replied with a "yes". 　　Thinking about it, he thought it wasn't grand enough. 　　He sent back a "hahaha artillery emoji". 　　Then he thought it was too frivolous. 　　I withdrew the emoticon. 　　Then I withdrew the emoticon and thought it was too flippant. 　　I replied with a "huh" again. 　　And then I felt that the word "huh" was not friendly enough. 　　But also think withdrawing the second time seems to be too pretentious. 　　The tangle ah ...... 　　Zhou Ze at the dinner table is very torn. 　　The other chef, who was stir-frying, was also torn. 　　The pot is back to the pot of meat, after frying covered in rice is a pot of back to the pot of meat over rice, very simple, but also very rice. 　　"Why does she not arrest you and arrest my parents?" 　　While stir frying Xu Qinglang muttered to himself. 　　As the old saying goes, it's not a matter of not suffering from inequality, this saying, says too much, and also speaks to the darkest side of the human heart. 　　"It's not fair, it's really not fair." Xu Qinglang continued to mutter to himself. 　　"How can you show favoritism? How can you show favoritism?" 　　Xu Qinglang's gaze was dull, but the frequency of stir-frying under his hands remained unchanged, he was a good cook, stir-frying, had almost become an instinct. 　　Silently, Xu Qinglang took out a yellow jar from the cabinet underneath the stove, and poured some powder out of it and placed it in the retort. 　　"My parents were taken away, why didn't you leave? Is it hard to believe that you saved her life?" 　　"Oh, joke." 　　"You want to eat?" 　　"Fine, I'll give you rice." 　　Xu Qinglang kept taking deep breaths. 　　"Is it ready yet?" Zhou Ze urged from outside. 　　"Almost." 　　Xu Qinglang froze for a moment, some trepidation and hesitation flashed in his gaze, but he still put on the lid of the pot, and he realized that he hadn't put his rice in the microwave to beat it yet, so he only had to reheat it again. 　　Waiting for the rice to beat, Xu Qinglang will be back to the pot of meat to put the lid on the top, this is the end of the plate walked out. 　　Zhou Ze is looking at the cell phone screen tangled, looking at Xu Qinglang some lost in thought to come, will be rice down, some worry: 　　"You look like this, you won't forget to put salt in, right?" 　　Xu Qinglang shook his head. 　　Zhou Ze picked up his chopsticks and prepared to eat. 　　Xu Qinglang's hands trembled, her lips slightly opened, and when she was about to open her mouth, Zhou Ze put down his chopsticks. 　　"How about sour plum juice or bitter melon juice?" Zhou Ze asked. 　　"Oh, good." 　　Xu Qinglang walked back and retraced his steps with a cup of sour plum juice. 　　Zhou Ze picked up the sour plum juice first and smelled the flavor, then took a deep breath and prepared to drink it when his phone vibrated at that moment. 　　"I'm here, come out." 　　Zhou Ze hesitated for a moment, but still put down the sour plum juice. 　　He knew that after he relied on this for his meal, his entire face might be sour for a long time, like the feeling that everyone around him owed him a large sum of money. 　　Come to think of it, forget it. 　　Plus, in his past life, this was the first time he had ever asked a human girl out to a movie, so it was better for him to be a little more dignified. 　　It can't be helped, originally, the difficulty of one's copy of Dr. Lin was a beginner's novice quest. 　　Now, after changing into Xu Le's skin, the newbie mission has instantly become a big BOSS level mission. 　　He didn't know if he should be happy or bitter. 　　What you have to work on now is. 　　You're going to beat yourself up? Then one can hold the beauty. 　　"Money, put it on the account, count it together at the end of the month ah, I'm leaving first." 　　Zhou Ze got up, pushed open the door and went out, the 　　Dr. Lin's car was parked on the side of the road, windows down, waiting for himself. 　　In the noodle shop, Xu Qinglang's face was uncertain for a while, and then she violently threw the plate of rice with pork on top on the floor. 　　Holding his head, he cried on the floor. 　　He cried louder and louder. 　　In the end. 　　Turned into a dry howl ......