Chapter 002 The Way Back

　　"Da-da-da-da-da..." 　　A burst of hoofbeats in her ears came from nowhere, noisily causing a headache. 　　Xie Shuning frowned tightly, subconsciously reaching out to rub the corner of her forehead, but someone grabbed her hand violently. She was startled and opened her eyes. Into the eye is a small face, embedded with a pair of black and white clear phoenix eyes, the end of the eyes slightly raised with a few points of flare, but the eyes are as black as a bit of ink, bright and pure, and stared at her motionless. 　　This face ...... 　　Xie Shuning looked stunned, foolishly shouted, "Pro!" What came out was a soft, glutinous, almost wailing child's voice. 　　"Mother, sister is awake!" 　　Suddenly, the little face came close, and her forehead was instantly pressed against hers, her tiny mouth shouting loudly. Xie Shuning heard the sound and lowered the hand that was about to probe out again. Her eyes widened as she looked and looked at the little boy who was pressing against her, and she froze, forgetting to push him away. It wasn't Zhen'er, the person in front of her wasn't her Zhen'er! 　　When she was lost in thought, a white, slender hand swiftly probed over and pushed away the child who was clinging to her. Immediately afterward, there was a female voice that said in a warm and delicate voice: "Ah Ban is still sick, you do not want to disturb her." 　　Ah Barbarian ...... 　　Xie Shuning shivered, Ah Barbarian was her breast name, a breast name that her uncle Song Yanzhao had personally given her! After she was born, her father named her Shu Ning, wishing for her to be soft and calm in nature. But her uncle disliked this name is not good, and not good to argue over the father to go, can only rob her mother for the opportunity to take her breast name. To put it mildly, her nature is not as smooth and quiet as her parents expected, but in the end, she also failed to live up to her uncle's desire to make her lively and attractive. However, it was a pity that after her mother's death, she was taken away to be raised by her eldest uncle's grandmother, and since then, she had never heard the name "Ah Ban" again. 　　"Mother, are we really going to live in Kyoto from now on?" The little powdered child bristled, wrinkled his two shallow eyebrows, and muttered, "Yiyi'er likes Yanling Mansion, and doesn't like Kyoto, and neither does Ah Ban! If not, Barbara wouldn't have gotten sick this time." 　　"All will be nonsense, Ah barbarians sick is not because you sneak into her quilt at night, the result is that Ah barbarians half of the body are exposed in the quilt outside, which caught a cold, what has to do with Kyoto." The young female voice snapped. 　　--Kyoto! 　　Xie Shuning, who had originally been listening to the two men in a daze, suddenly stared in disbelief, only to feel her back wet with sweat, and her palms also seeped out fine beads of sweat. 　　She remembered, the people in front of her were clearly her mother Song and her twin brother, who had long since passed away! 　　Struggling to sit up, Xie Shuning stared at the tiny face, feeling her heart ache. 　　Pro child was not born like her nor like Lin Yuanzhi, but there are seven or eight points like her brother Xie Yiyi, who died early. 　　Her brother, has not had time to grow up, has gone to the Yellow Springs, the same as her Pro children ...... have not had time to give her a glimpse of their stretching eyebrows, will completely and utterly disappeared from her side. Tears came out of her eyes uncontrollably, and Xie Shuning cried so hard that she couldn't catch her breath. 　　"Ah Ban, this is a good time, why are you crying?" Seeing this, the young woman dressed in a large red makeup flower vase-printed through-sleeved jacket hurriedly leaned over and gathered her into her arms, asking softly. 　　Xie Shuning looked at the young woman in front of her through hazy tearful eyes with skin whiter than snow and more delicate than a flower, and somewhat trance-like remembered what had happened in her early childhood. After her mother's death, she had resented her mother countless times. If it wasn't for her mother's nature being too weak, how could Chen snatch away her position as the first wife, and how could she and her brother be credited under Chen's name, shouting that the thief was her mother? How could her brother have died? 　　Obviously everything was not supposed to be like that originally! 　　"Ah Barbara, Ah Barbara?" 　　Xie Shuning tugged at Song's lapel and wailed, unwilling to heed her cry. 　　She wanted to cry, she wanted to cry desperately! 　　When she was alive, she didn't dare to cry and couldn't cry, but even when she died, she wasn't allowed to have a good cry? 　　"Mistress, entering the city gates." Suddenly, a slightly familiar voice came from outside. 　　Xie Shuning's crying gradually stopped, vaguely recalling that this voice was her mother's side companion mom, Gui, also known as Lunong's mother, her nursemaid! 　　When she married into the Lin family, she was accompanied only by Mama Gui. It was a pity that Mama Gui's health was not good and she went away within a few years. When Xie Shuning thought about this, she couldn't help but feel more and more pain in her heart. She knew she was dead, so she was able to see these deceased people who were long gone. But ...... where did her Zhener go? Her body again seems to have something not quite right! 　　Doubtful, she heard Song's gently sighed and said: ''A barbarians must be thinking of father. We've already entered the city, so we'll be able to see dad in a little while, but if Barbara continues to cry like this, I'm sure dad won't like it." 　　Xie Shuning heard this and was stupefied. After a painful cry, her chaotic mind finally cleared up a bit. 　　The carriage ...... Kyoto ...... looked like it was still only four or five years old brother ...... young mother ...... 　　She stared at her eyes, clutched Song s hand, and shouted defiantly, "Mother, can not go to the Xie family mother! Let's go back, go back to Yan Ling!" 　　Song was dumbfounded, and only after half a second did she kiss her small face, which was covered in panic, and said with a smile, "What's wrong with Barbara? Although Yan Ling is good, but in the end not compared to the prosperity of Kyoto, hurry tomorrow when your father and father take you out to go around, you will be Yan Ling to forget." 　　"Mother, you can't go back! Chen will cause you to die of depression and cause your brother to lose ...... his life." 　　"Ah Ban!" Xie Shuning's sharply shouted words were sternly interrupted, Song's face somewhat ugly up, depressed, "You child, where did you hear this? Chen s ...... only your father s cousin." 　　Xie Shuning was furious, clenching her fists and wanting to get out of her arms, so that the carriage could immediately turn around and go back to Yanling. But her tiny body was held tightly by Song. 　　"Ah Ban, when we get to the Xie family, these words must not be mentioned again." Song looked at her with some concern, urging her despondently. While saying this, she pondered in her mind, but a four year old child, how could she say such words, who was chewing behind her back? 　　Xie Shuning, on the other hand, was full of words that were all blocked in her throat. 　　Can't go back! 　　How could they go back to the Xie family! 　　It wasn't their home at all! 　　If they left, their father would become someone else's father, their mother would become a concubine, and she and their brother would become poor children without a mother or father. She and her brother were left without a mother and a father, followed by their mother's untimely death and their young brother's death at the hands of an assailant. After Chen's daughter, Shumin, was born, her father's official fortune, where is her daughter in his eyes? Grandmother even needless to say, in the eyes of grandmother, she may not be as important as grandmother around the few maids. 　　The maids wagged their tails like dogs, but they could still beg for mercy. But what about her? It is useless to please her in every possible way. 　　"Can not go back -" Xie Shuning a heart almost hanging in the throat, fear that those carved into the bone marrow of the nightmare once again, trapped in Song's arms desperately shouting soft voice have changed tone.